Train Wreck

This has been a train wreck of a day.

Our agency called at 1pm to tell us that they do not know where our referral package is. DHL has no record of a package being sent from China. The China contact person has not been able to be reached, and even if she is, she might not know.

We have no idea what is happening, or when we will get our child. And she is our child now, as we are pretty certain the match has already been made.

This sucks in so many ways I cannot even begin to describe. The emotional high of yesterday is replaced by the complete frustration and grief of today.

We are praying...that seems to be our only option. Hopefully, it will all turn around soon. In the meantime, I am going to go bury my head in an anatomy book and save my tears for tomorrow, after my test is done.